” Life is unpredictable, we all know that but what we fail to see most of the time is the journey that takes us to our destiny”
The morning after looked more like a tragic accident with a couple of deaths that you would see in the morning news than a lovers picture.
All the unexpressed feelings locked inside was a major problem for both of them; neither knew really where to start but they agreed on one thing: “last night was a mistake”. They both were looking for closure after so many years and this was a desperate attempt to achieve that.
John was feeling confused between anger and attraction, he wanted some real explanation why he wasn’t good enough to be her only choice. He hated the fact that after all these years she still had a hold on him and just a simple touch could drive him crazy addicted to her.
“ You choose to leave …” she suddenly said, looking out onto the street.
“What?, he seemed confused.
“ Eight years ago, you decided to leave and for a long time I didn’t know how should I feel about that. I wasn’t ready to leave London, I was afraid of what I felt for you, scared that you might change out there and …” she couldn’t finish saying what she wanted. Amanda turned her head and took a deep breath.